A New Beginning
Change, new beginnings afoot. Where have I been these past few years and where am I headed ? I’ve left my audience for some time to rediscover myself. Figure out my needs, wants and fulfillment in this life. I’ve left many things behind, so I can rebuild a life that I truly desire and can align with…. It has been both hard and beautiful. Learning a lot about myself and the world around me. These lessons I’ve learned were eye opening beyond all I could imagine. It changed how I see people and the world, in both a good and bad ways. I’ve learned to become a good person, not just overly nice.
Throughout these years — my visions and dreams I see in my sleep are getting stronger, messages more robust. My guardian angels, ever so close, almost holding my hand with every new enlightened step. This life could be so hard yet so beautiful. The unknown makes it both scary yet so exciting. I love not knowing what could happen next. Only controlling my actions and letting the rest fall into place. A flow has been discovered, almost like alchemy is being mastered.
I decided to write here again, because of the dreams I’ve been having. They solidify my actions of change, success and prosperity. But also bear warnings to make sure I listen to the omens of the world and think my actions through to ensure they align with the end goal.
Water is cleansing — water can be serene, powerful, overwhelming and even life taking. Treated with respect, the state of it can tell you a lot about your current state. I recently had a beautiful dream, that upon waking up, I felt calm, empowered and surrounded by love and support.
In this dream, I vividly remember getting dressed for the day. I was wearing loose jeans, and a flowing top that was white, with vertical red stripes. My hair lay loose upon my shoulders and back. The warm breeze feels refreshing and smells crisp and pure. Looks like I’m in a villa of some sort — makes me think of Greece or Italy. I look to my right and see archways that looks like entrances — with no doors — just the most crystal clear, blue water right outside. I walk to the edge — I’m wearing socks. I can see the sand at the bottom, pure white in the purest blue water. Others are swimming, and enjoying the warm water under them morning sun. I’m beckoned by those in the water to come and join them.
I ask if it’s ok to come in with my clothes on — they continue to positively encourage. I take my socks off and I fall right on in. The water feels welcoming and comforting. I can’t quite tell how deep the water is, but I see other swimmers letting themselves sink in the water as far as they can, and then swim as powerfully as they can to the top to fly above the water surface. To then do it all again.
There is a man swimming besides me. He is wearing red trunks, tan, light eyes and curly brown hair. I can tell he is one of my guardian angels. We sink beneath the water surface together and float down half way. We then start to swim back up to the surface. I am calm, trying to find my swimming rhythm. He swims through the water with ease as I struggle to find my flow. I watch him and quickly learn how to maneuver. I then start to swim to the surface with speed and grace. We break through the surface with such force, that more than half of my body comes out of the water. I take a big inhale and immediately submerge myself again.
This time, there is another person next to me encouraging me to keep sinking until my feet touch the sand. My guardian angel encouraging me that I can do it. I feel the sand between my toes. Both cool and unstable underneath my feet. I look around to see pockets of people just standing on the sand at the bottom of the water making no effort to swim back up to the surface. They’re just standing there watching and waiting… for what I’m not sure. I push off as hard as I can off of the unstable sand, and fall right back into the smooth swimming strokes to reach the surface again. Half way up I feel like I’m running out of air, wondering if I took on too much of a challenge. My guardian angel is right next to me, confident I can do it. He tells me that this represents the success I will have in my current life changes and endeavors. I will be as successful as the hard work I put into it. I am in full control of the outcome. I find this empowering and I continue to swim to the surface. Yearning to break it. Then I wake up ….
